Some days, my Indonesian language skills are woefully inadequate for the conversations I'm having. Okay, most days. Ugh! I wish there was a way to transplant what I actually mean into the brains of the people I'm conversing with...or that I'd wake up with a miraculously improved Indonesian vocabulary that would flow from my mouth freely, elegantly, and perfectly pronounced. That'd work too. As it is, I blubber along, feeling like a huge goofy dork. Because I am. There's really no getting around this. Granted, I am suddenly having deeper conversations on subjects I've never spoken of in Indonesian before. I should be happy that things are going deeper, that I'm being allowed into a deeper level of knowing and connection with my Indonesian friends. But instead, I just feel dorky. They are pouring out their hearts and I'm saying things like "Well, that's hard." or "I don't know." or "What does that mean?" or ...
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